The gnarly knots of wounded emotional anatomy, a devastating reality.
“It is nice what you are trying to do doctor, but it hurts too much. So I just don’t care because it hurts too much to care.” The mother of five whose hopes for her children were betrayed too many times, out of her control, explained herself as she slipped back into her self protective shell to seek protection from her painful prison.
But our intention is to offer hope to as many as can hear: Intelligent Design.
The successful business man father of five whose gnarly knots left him paralysed in bed. He understood navigating emotional anatomy. His single breath relaxation was not enough by itself to free him from his prison. He recognized the generations of painfully wounded emotional anatomy were being passed along to his own children. His persistent search found flying lessons. A carefully adjusted dosage of medication mobilized him to action.
“The depression is still there, but now I can fight it. The feelings are not as intense.” In his tug of war, choosing a vision of freedom and legacy, he learned familiarity with his patterns of feelings and behaviors as evidence of his wounded emotional anatomy. Repeatedly choosing freedom found that familiarity with emotional anatomy developed as he watched himself get tricked and trapped back in to bed, tempted to give in, quickly rebounding on behalf of legacy to the generations; “Daddy Daddy”. Freedom vs Slavery. We are each personally significant to the future of freedom in this world. Freedom cannot be forced. Intelligent Design.